(Source: selfharmm)
Reblog if you are going to reach your goal weight in 2012.
End of ABC
Not being able to weigh my food is making my efforts of following ABC fruitless. I’ll restart once I get back to my apartment, but I’ll just be restricting as best as I can in the meantime.
ABC- day 3
Didn’t weigh my food, so I don’t know for certain… Got my scale back though.
7 wheat thins
one chocolate chip cookie
vegetable and tofu pad thai from pei wei (didn’t eat the noodles)
Total calories- ???
I don’t know the calories in any of this stuff… I feel like shit, so scared to weigh myself tomorrow.
Menstrual Mulligan! (ABC- day 3)
Ungh, I’m one of those females who gets such intense menstrual cramps that they can cause me to pass out. OTC painkillers have no effect on them either. I was done with my drive back home before the pain kicked in, but I spent most of the evening curled up in agony, before i realized my mom had some prescription painkillers. They helped dull the pain a good amount, but I’ve been pretty zombied out.
I’m calling a do-over on my ABC day 3, today was just godawful. I long for the day I am thin enough to stop my periods.
I am sorry
I didn’t make it very far in to ABC without messing up, I’m afraid. I had saltines, an apple, and several tiny candy canes. What’s worse is that I needed the sugar rush. I’ve gotten a total of 5 hours of sleep over the past 2 days, and I kept nodding off in the middle of my online exam.
I WILL press on with ABC, and be very glad that exams are over. 300 cals tomorrow!
ABC- day 2
Only got 3 hours of sleep last night for worrying about my 2D design final critique. It went very well, but I get so nervous when others critique my work (good thing I’m an artist, right?).
So today I ate-
- 1 english muffin- 100cals
- 2 egg whites- 30cals
- 83g onion- 35cals
- 2 fudgepops- 80cals
- 1 gala apple- 80cals
- 33g(weighed dry) popcorn- 120cals
- 1 mini candycane- 17cals
~Total- 462cals
I’m feeling very unhappy about the english muffin. Frankly, I’m feeling very unhappy about eating at all. As soon as I eat something, my mind tells me I’ve been terrible, and the day is already in ruin. And that’s usually when I give up and binge full out. It’s a stupid conflict that I get caught up in, and I know following ABC, at least for now, will get me out of my binge cycle.
Air-popped popcorn
already has too many calories to be further drowned in butter. I keep a saltwater and splenda solution in a spray bottle and spray my popcorn with it.
